Hello everyone.

Jiayan had a bad day.

hahas.

nt ur prob anyway.

hahas.

):

wellwell ,

sch today

and it is kinda bored.

but hey ,

i did listen.

:}

Maybe i should just mind my own business.

and i wan to be a super good girl.

who doesnt gossip

who doesnt hate ppl

who doesnt get jealous

who doesnt call people bitch even if they are.

who doesnt comment on anything on oth ppl

who will still fake a smile even if she is damn sad.

who will not have moodswings

who will listen to ppl's advice

and many more.

this is how imperfect i am.

hahas.

well ,

went to have a jog just now

ran 11 rounds at stadium which is around 4.4km.

thought of alot of things while im running.

i dunno wad shld i think.

i dunno.

maybe i shld stop thinking too.

i should also stop sobbing so easily.

im so not strong.

but i will be a strong girl.

even if no one cares.

i knw i can do it 

because i can.

and one last thing.

i want to go on diet.

:}

im too fat.

HAHA.

hopefully i can do it.

HAHA

this i need to fast on chocolates.

maybe i will nt eat it fr a mth.

i shall try a week first:D

this week no choc!!!!!

ugh.

oh damn.

cannot.

i just bought a packet of choc for sch tmr

Shiats.

maybe i shld just give it away :}

which idiot will reject a chocolate.

HAHA.

and i just wrote my wishlist in class.

its nt all.

but i hvae 30 alr.

LOL

all is very ex.

no money

need to save.

i dun get my money even if i ask from my parents.

unlike someone.

laughs.

alrights la.

one last time.

I hate you.

haha.

ok la.

goodbye.

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